I think it's worth putting here an update on some matters.
Due to pressures on my time, I thought it worthwhile to put aside my hoped-for novel-writing project for Marcher Lord Press. And due to my perennial angst about creative writing in general, I thought I'd be well-advised to put aside speculative fiction entirely - as I have countless times before, only to have it revive zombie-like from the grave of my unconscious mind in some other and even richer form. (Mark Twain said about quitting smoking, as I've said about putting aside my fancies, that it's the easiest thing in the world to do. We know this is true because we've each done it a thousand times. ;) )
Some forthright counsel by a pastor I work for, one who's had some specific experience with speculative fiction and what effects it can have for good or evil finally made me reconsider the way I think and feel about the subject. It's not all I need to understand about how to apply my natural gifts in the Lord's service, but it's a solid beginning. And thanks to that beginning, I finally understand that the way I wrestle with my own imagination doesn't mean there's something wrong with me; it means there's something right with me. It means the Holy Spirit seeks to lead me to balance on the subject as a "see through a glass darkly" about what the ultimate Destiny of Man will be.
At the same time or thereabouts, I discovered an online e-zine associated with Marcher Lord Press called The Cross and the Cosmos (TC2) and decided to dust off and revise some ideas in order to submit short fiction for publication. (Short fiction, at least, I figured I had time to do on occasion.) To my surprise, all three pieces were accepted at once - pursuant to contract conditions, which should be finalized this coming week. The pieces would be held as it were in speculation for a year, but one should show up as early as the upcoming issue (which will focus on dragons, and for which I specifically got permission to submit something for consideration).
Meanwhile, I've taken down (from here, at any rate) the sketches put forward as starting points for a novel. (They're still on the "Jack Shepherd" channel of Triond.com.) One of them got reworked as short fiction and it remains to be seen whether I have time to try a novel project anyway. I doubt it. I really have a lot to do. But somehow, my ideas never quite let me go and I may literally be compelled to try putting that novel down, the Lord and my health permitting.
Meanwhile, I've taken down (from here, at any rate) the sketches put forward as starting points for a novel. (They're still on the "Jack Shepherd" channel of Triond.com.) One of them got reworked as short fiction and it remains to be seen whether I have time to try a novel project anyway. I doubt it. I really have a lot to do. But somehow, my ideas never quite let me go and I may literally be compelled to try putting that novel down, the Lord and my health permitting.
- John Wheeler (יוחנן רכב הסופר)




